[Deep In My Heart]
[Episode 19]
Han Bing.
Han Bing, I love you!
Han Bing.
I love you.
Han Bing.
I love you.
Don't leave me.
Did you hear me?
I love you! I love you!
Han Bing, I love you!
Yi Fei!
Han Bing, give me your hand.
Catch me!
Han Bing!
I don't know how to explain it.
I didn't know what happened and
why did I stand there.
I understand it.
You understand it? How could it be?
I can't even understand it, let alone you.
Because she wasn't you.
I mean, you may do something different from usual.
Like becoming someone else.
You're in psychotherapy.
Anything can happen.
Not someone else.
Sorry that I can't tell you now.
I'm off.
Let me send you.
I want to go alone.
Han Bing, I love you!
Han Xue?
Yi Fei, don't worry. I'll talk to Han Bing.
Maybe it's easier for Han Bing to face reality.
Who are you?
I'm the attending psychiatrist of Lin Jing Shu.
I heard she regained consciousness
Still in the observation.
Thank you.
You mean she tried to kill herself?
Looks like she's was greatly stimulated
in the process of treatment.
Stimulated?
Is this a way of treatment?
To remove her self-esteem to make her an obedient.
And to let her leave automatically?
If it's running smooth.
But it may also cause
side effects like suicide.
What?
I told you, comfort and understand her is a better way to heal her.
According to Aesop's Fables,
gentle persuasion is often more effective than forcing.
If you see the second personality again, try to persuade her.
Okay.
She's wicked.
It's not her body. She has no right to commit suicide.
If she appears again
I'll not let her go.
If it wasn't for Kong Yi Fei, maybe I'm dead.
-Luckily, he's there. -You must harden your heart.
But,
I think something's wrong with Han Xue.
She suddenly loves life.
Like something's wrong.
Let me ask her when she turn up tonight.
No, just pretend you don't know
and don't care.
Is that alright?
Believe me.
How dares she commit suicide? I won't forgive her for this.
Han Xue, you know
how I feel so guilty about you?
Because I was the only one who survived.
The guilt has always been in my heart.
But from today on, I won't feel guilty about you again.
Because you let me down.
No! It's all your fault!
You abandoned me first!
Hello.
Are you getting better?
It sucks!
-Are you Han Xue? -Are you disappointed?
We need to talk.
Talk to me?
Let's meet.
The light is like a star in the sky.
Han Bing's photo makes me want to come here.
Your first time in such a night view?
I don't want to come to a romantic place alone.
You know why I always hang up at bar?
I don't want to meet Han Bing's acquaintance.
So I can only go there.
So you care about Han Bing so much.
Of course.
I exist for her.
Why you killed yourself then?
Han Bing will die either.
Ending life is the most cowardly act.
It means you've lost
the confidence and courage to live.
We have no right to choose death.
I know, stop nagging me.
I just want to prove that I'm not an illusion.
Illusion? Who says you're an illusion?
Dr. Wu.
He said no one recognized my existence.
I don't exist in this world.
Is that true?
No.
Your existence is meaningful.
Really?
Of course.
Go home and rest.
Sometimes, it happens.
Let's go.
Li Sheng Pei is still alive? Really?
Didn't he kill himself 8 years ago?
They did register his death.
He might live with the identity of someone else now.
Is this accurate?
I'm here after meeting the retired warden and several checks.
Well...
Say it clearly.
Li Sheng Pei is still alive
-You mean he didn't kill himself. -Li Sheng Pei would never kill himself.
-Why are you so sure? -It's about 6th month
after he went to jail.
Come back!
The faith to live
and the will to get out alive
are totally different from the way
he went on hunger strike when he was just jailed.
He's doing well in prison
and got commutations
He was jailed for 7 years and released earlier.
But not long after that,
I heard he committed suicide.
A witness saw him kill himself.
We still couldn't find his body at last.
So you suspect he's alive.
I've seen Li Sheng Pei.
Li Sheng Pei.
I remember it clearly.
He's hiding there
and staring at me.
Then, it was an accident at the labor reform site.
He got commutation after saving lives.
Maybe he did it purposely
in order to get commutation.
Capt. Zhao, there's a possibility.
Looks like Li Sheng Pei made a very detailed plan
after meeting Zheng Ming Hao in jail.
If our speculation is correct,
Li Sheng Pei is the killer.
Li Sheng Pei...
Even if he steals the identity of someone else,
his whereabouts have been exposed. He can't hide anymore.
So we must try our best to find out Li Sheng Pei.
Yes.
Hello
I'll be right there.
-What's wrong? -Lin Jing Shu is in critical condition.
It's alright.
The time of death is 12:12 pm.
Thank you.
Nice pen. It's rare to see people using it.
I'm used to it.
Maybe I'm a traditional man.
Li Xin Rui's father is still alive.
-Didn't he kill himself? -After meeting Zheng Ming Hao in jail,
he did well in the jail and got commutation.
He must have a detailed plan.
He might fake the suicide just to cover his identity for revenge.
How do you know he's alive? Has anyone seen him?
The former warden saw him in Qing Cheng 8 years ago.
The killer must be Li Sheng Pei.
He's using someone's identity now.
Gao Sheng.
I just did psychometric to Ms. Lin.
I saw Dr. Wu again.
What?
Dr. Wu went to see Ms. Lin in the ward.
Even if Ms. Lin is his patient,
He won't go to see a patient who is unconscious in a guarded ward.
It's not normal.
I got to go first.
Professor.
Lin Jing Shu is dead.
Is it?
Yi Fei seems to be here. Didn't he come to you?
Professor.
Is your relationship with him still strained?
Do you have something to tell me?
Yeah.
I'll be fired from the hospital
if I can't pass the review of the associate professor again.
So I need your help.
You've helped me many times before. Please help me again.
I'm not the only judge.
I know.
Have you had enough?
What do you mean?
When can I stop cleaning up the mess for you?
Clean up the mess? What do you mean?
Are you saying
the mistakes that you covered for me?
Mistakes?
Yes. A doctor is a human and mistakes are inevitable.
But the continuous mistakes is an issue of strength.
Get out.
What's this?
It's really the last time. Help me again.
Please.
Such a hypocrite!
Even if I die,
I'm not going to die alone.
Yi Fei, why are you here?
Get in.
Prof. Kong's inside.
Get in.
Dad.
Are you here
for Ms. Lin?
We need to talk.
What's that?
Li Sheng Pei, Li Xin Rui's father
is still alive
Don't you really
remember about Li Xin Rui?
I did a heart transplant for her 3 years before her death.
Anything else?
Should there be anything else?
No.
I'll go first.
After a brain death,
my daughter's heart was transplanted to someone else
while I couldn't do anything there.
You're a learned doctor.
You'll try to save my daughter when there's a chance.
I believe that.
Prof. Kong.
Who got my daughter's heart transplant?
You should know that we can't disclose the information of patient.
I just want to
feel my daughter's heartbeat.
May I?
I'm so sorry that I can't help.
Ms. Lin is dead.
I know you're sad.
But we need to cheer up.
We can't shake before we catch the killer.
Han Bing seems stronger than me.
What's this?
Do you know about this?
Kong Yi Fei met Han Xue last night.
You know what happened with them?
I don't know
What's wrong?
Han Xue seems to disguise herself as me.
What?
I suddenly feel sorry for Yi Fei when I look at the photos.
He must be taking Han Xue as me.
But I've been cheating him.
Why did Han Xue disguise herself as me
in front of Yi Fei?
She used to ignore my acquaintance
and make me embarrassed.
Han Bing.
Tell Yi Fei about Han Xue.
You can't always be afraid because of Han Xue
What should I do
if it happens again like 3 years ago?
Yi Fei is not the same.
It's the same.
I can't tell.
Yang Chun Yu doesn't really love you.
Otherwise, he'll love your everything.
He did love me, but changed after knowing about Han Xue.
Love will change.
It's going to change sooner or later.
Didn't you say you felt sorry to him and want to be honest with him?
Tell him the truth then.
Hiding the truth is also a selfish act.
Han Bing.
Here you are.
Why do you look so dull?
Because of Ms. Lin?
You asked me to cheer up. I feel much better after listening to you.
What's wrong?
There's one thing
that I must tell you.
Is it hard to tell?
When I was trying to kill myself,
you told me...
Because
she wasn't you.
You're right.
That's not me. So I totally didn't know what happened that time.
I told you.
I have a twin sister.
I know, her name is
Han Xue
I turned to someone else
because Han Xue's soul
gets into my body.
I'll allow her to use my body
from 12 am to 6 am.
But not long ago, she no longer follows our deal.
So the one who went to the rooftop wasn't me.
It's Han Xue.
Don't you think I'm weird?
No, you're not weird.
Really?
You're not weird.
It means you appreciate and
love your sister so much.
I thought you'll leave me after I tell you this.
How could I leave you?
I'm really grateful.
It's hard,right?
Thanks for telling me the truth.